Just needed a day to hibernate and hide from the world.
I woke up and felt like I'd been run over by a truck. Okay, an exaggeration but I realized that I had been too busy to drink all the water they recommended after the MRI. It was probably that stuff in the I.V. that did it. So I started drinking.
Basically, I'm drinking, running to the toilet and repeating the process. Had some tea just to have some variety.
Being bad. Looking up BC information. I'm still limiting myself to well-known sites (Mayo, About.com, Breastcancer something) that are geared for us unlucky ones with this disease. Staying away from anything "alternate" or meant for professionals.
The mastectomy pictures were scary. I just can't handle the idea right now. I hope that's not my reality...
I couldn't take Talia to practice. Just need to hide behind this computer, feel sorry for myself and cry. I know that I'm still lucky with this disease, so much luckier than others but still... I'm just feeling overwhelmed.
I woke up and felt like I'd been run over by a truck. Okay, an exaggeration but I realized that I had been too busy to drink all the water they recommended after the MRI. It was probably that stuff in the I.V. that did it. So I started drinking.
Basically, I'm drinking, running to the toilet and repeating the process. Had some tea just to have some variety.
Being bad. Looking up BC information. I'm still limiting myself to well-known sites (Mayo, About.com, Breastcancer something) that are geared for us unlucky ones with this disease. Staying away from anything "alternate" or meant for professionals.
The mastectomy pictures were scary. I just can't handle the idea right now. I hope that's not my reality...
I couldn't take Talia to practice. Just need to hide behind this computer, feel sorry for myself and cry. I know that I'm still lucky with this disease, so much luckier than others but still... I'm just feeling overwhelmed.
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